This is why I don’t like to have special relationships with people. You get me to care about you which leads me to worry about you.
I dislike you so much right now because I feel sick to my stomach. I told you I didn’t think you should go but you went anyways and now I worry you’re doing something stupid. Or maybe you’re just having fun… I guess I’ll find out by the end of the night, if you even come.

BAH.